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Four​-​Letter Words

by Simon Spire

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1.
I have seen the centuries of Glimmers soaked in frightened dreams Of stooping underneath the rooftops Hiding beneath the canopy * To block out all the light, easier to close our eyes Live and die in the shadows of night And tie down the mystery in the name of certainty But tell me, when do we decide to shine? * Do we even know what this light is all for? Do we even know that this time is all ours? I know how to fly and I know how to fall I can’t Bear to deny it anymore * And I have watched the wasted years of Walking within the city walls Of enemies and cannonballs Never to fly for the fear of falling * But we have waited too long in the shadows All the safe rides never going where we belong And I’m gonna let my song fly in front of me And if I fall it won’t be in the place I was born * Do we even know what this light is all for? Do we even know that this time is all ours? I know how to fly and I know how to fall I can’t Bear to deny it anymore * So liberate your love Obliterate it all Open up your eyes and see Become who you were born to be Liberate your love Turn it all to dust Step out of the shadows Nothing else is needed but the moment we can sing it out * Do we even know what this light is all for? Do we even know that this time is all ours? I know how to fly and I know how to fall I can’t Bear to deny it anymore
2.
I’m uncomfortable in this world I don’t know how they do it I’m uncomfortable in this world Am I gonna get through it? ‘Cause it’s cold outside and dark as night, and everything I do Is only good for messing up the world that I once knew I’m uncomfortable in this world I don’t know how to do it anymore * I’m uncomfortable in this world How long can I do it? I’m uncomfortable in this world I can’t bring myself to pursue it ‘Cause I’m tired of hearing all the lies, particularly mine The only thing I still believe is belief cannot outlive time I’m uncomfortable in this world I don’t know how to do it anymore * All the effort comes to naught All the work and clever thought Screw it, I don’t need it anymore I’ve battled the world but the world is winning I’ve battled beyond a tale worth living Take this thing and let it go This thing called “me” I’ll watch it go * I’m uncomfortable in this world I don’t know how they do it I’m uncomfortable in this world And I’ve tried and tried to get through it ‘Cause it used to be I owned my shit, but now my shit owns me The only thing I can control it seems is playing me I’m uncomfortable in this world And I don’t know how to do it * I’ve battled the world but the world is winning I’ve battled beyond a tale worth living Take this thing and let it go This thing called “me” I’ll watch it go And look what’s left, it’s just so— Tagged: Four-Letter Words lyrics
3.
I’ve tried to fill the hole in my heart But each time wound up at the start * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all That is all Nothing’s wrong * And I have had so many names, I watch them fade away ‘Cause I have searched so many worlds, afraid I was too late And I have told so many lies, but mostly tried to fool my own eyes And still everything I cried out for, well I was knocking on an open door * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all That is all Nothing’s wrong * And all this sound is singing out and echoing in everything And even though I’ve run forever still I find it waiting for me And all this sound is raining down and I cannot say what it is for But I’ve been knocking on an open door That is all * Freedom’s like love on Halloween Dressed for a horror scene Waiting in the deepest dark, to tear apart Everything we know * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all And oh, what’s whole, is still whole, that is all That is all Nothing’s wrong That is all That is all
4.
Sky elevators A four-letter word Lie by the pavement Down here on earth Half-finished castles Blueprints for change We’ll leave them behind here as we Forget our names * If I could fly I’d take us only where the light is found And never come back down, never have to hit the ground * Would all of the planets Spin twice as fast? And would all of the boundaries Shatter like glass? * If I could fly I’d take us only where the light is found And never come back down, never have to hit the ground If you believe then I’ll believe in what we’re fighting for (All the waiting stars will sing out) That this is real, not a dreamer’s world anymore (Shining just for you and me now) * And we would fly for all the world, show them how And nothing more would keep us here on the ground For every voice unheard Live a four-letter word A four-letter word * If I could fly I’d take us only where the light is found And never come back down, never have to hit the ground If you believe then I’ll believe in what we’re fighting for That this is real, not a dreamer’s world anymore * Sky elevators A four-letter word Lie by the pavement Down here on earth Be Sociable, Share!
5.
Is there a place where the ground won’t move? A carefully organized, single room I’d search every corner, exposing my lies So nothing is left as a nasty surprise * I will admit As much as I would like to get it right I’m still mystified And I will admit Even with all I want to be I might just end up me * I’ve been here before I never thought I’d return As if I had learned all I needed to learn But what a beautiful surprise to find, that what is found is too big to be held Saying once more there’s no solid ground * I will admit As much as I would like to get it right I’m still mystified And I will admit Even with all I want to be I might just end up me * Why does the earth seem to fly without having to try? Why does the sight of the mystery, move too fast to be seen? And why is the moment I find what’s here, the moment it disappears? So I sit down and stop; and look around and see, What am I trying to be? If only it were me * I try not to try but tonight any more seems like less And I feel the sky laughing as each mountain-top reveals the next And I wish I could tell all that I wanted to say And I wish I could just hold it all Here in my arms and kiss it all today * Chorus
6.
Find 04:14
All this time All my life Waiting here for you Never knew it, only now Didn’t, but I hoped somehow I’d find something true All these days All these ways Whispering of you Don’t know if you’ll remember me but I know I will remember you I always do * I’ve tried to fight my way I’ve tried to hide but only your eyes I find Only you I find * All these years All my fears Everything I knew It was another life that Dreaming, half-awake I Fell into * I’ve tried to run away I’ve tried to lie but only your eyes I find Only you I find * All this time All my life Waiting here for you I only see it now In every moment how I Somehow knew Have your way Erase my name Nothing else remains It’s never been so clear Every sound I hear Has so much to say * I’ve struggled all this time I’ve fought the fight but only your eyes I find Only you I find
7.
Today 03:13
There’s more to today than it seems There’s more to a life than it dreams And I’m not gonna run away from here There’s more to today than we know There’s more to today than it shows And I’m not gonna run away from here * And if the sky falls down with a crumbling sound I won’t go, I won’t go And though I might wish it hadn’t all come to this I won’t move, I won’t move I’ll stay right here, I’ll stay right here * There’s more to today than we know There’s more to our world than it shows If we only hear an echo of a future that is born today * And if the sky falls down with a crumbling sound I won’t go, I won’t go And though I might wish it hadn’t all come to this I won’t move, I won’t move I’ll stay right here, I’ll stay right here I’ll stay right here, I’ll stay right here * Stay with me stay with me while the center of it all unfolds Uncovering what’s whole Every moment, every random happenstance is part of this, somewhere we know * The world is waiting for the hero under every face To come alive and see with open eyes our rightful place * There’s more to today than it seems There’s more to a life than it dreams * And if the sky falls down with a crumbling sound I won’t go, I won’t go And though I might wish it hadn’t all come to this I won’t move, I won’t move And if the sky falls down with a crumbling sound I won’t go, I won’t go And even then I’m waiting here right until the very end, and I won’t move I’ll stay right here, I’ll stay right here I’ll stay right here, I’ll stay right here
8.
I’m too honest I’m too honest * Maybe now it’s about time I start telling myself some lies And living in disguise ‘Cause I’m too honest * And honesty hurts, it’ll burn It’ll cause a lot of trouble Why don’t I tell a lie, And live inside a bubble? * You know it’s easier to never know what you’re missing So when you hear me say ‘only truth matters’ Well don’t listen No don’t listen * Throw your inspiration out the window And drive along the streets that you already know It only ever made your life difficult So just stop listening – yes, you can do it! * You’re just too honest You’re too honest * And one day you will finally see That you don’t really want to be free So much nicer instead to be happy So why bother? * Yeah, maybe I’d rather laugh at my heart some day And all the silly things that it used to say And maybe now’s the time I’ll start telling some lies * ‘Cause I’m too honest I’m too honest * Maybe now it’s about time I start telling myself some lies
9.
Turn Away 03:00
I dreamed I saw your face in another place And all our words lit the sky And on them we could fly We found a burning light And saw beyond any horizon we had ever known And it had just begun And all our chains lay shattered far behind, out of sight * Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we bust our way through the gates, just to turn away? * We saw a scarlet bird And then a second and we soared as we watched them dance Then – gasp – They grew twice our size and, scared, I pushed you safe behind And wrestled with magnificence And battled innocence We fled and tripped and fell our way back down, to the ground * Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we bust our way through the gates, just to turn away? * Why’d we have to burn alive the only thing that ever shined? * I dreamed I saw a world Where freedom rose above the shadows of our history And all were listening To stories of the chosen ones And how it had begun With throwing off the shackles then refusing to pretend And all the walls to which we once had bowed, hit the ground * Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we have to throw it away? Why’d we bust our way through the gates, just to turn away?
10.
Sorry I’m too late for you It’s taken all this time to move And how long have you waited here, but I never heard my name I’ve been in love with photographs while you fade Like a tourist in a gallery, keeping two feet away But long have we been free? * I should have known better than to break a heart I should have known better than to tear it apart I should have but I couldn’t and it’s beating without a sound, not a sound * I saw a glimmer of a shadow and it was shimmering I’d like to know how to get to where it was living in And the soul of the world took a big deep breath it was hovering In a song that washed over it all * And if I had it all over again I wouldn’t wait until the end We’re here, we’re leaving it bare I won’t miss it once more I’ll never miss it again * I should have known better than to break a heart I should have known better than to tear it apart I should have but I couldn’t and it’s beating without a sound, not a sound I should have known better than to break a heart I should have known better than to tear it apart But now I hear it in a whisper from the dark, singing out * Call my name once more out loud So I can hear a forgotten sound And a touch I never knew A hand is opening I’ve been staring at silhouettes But I won’t miss it again not again And I’ll never say, Not too close to me And you can set it all free * And if I had it all over again, I wouldn’t wait until the end Whatever I was trying to find was a wasted life There’s no safety line this time no * Chorus * I’ve been in love with photographs I’ve been in love with photographs
11.
I could never have seen What love would mean oh no I could never have known The price would be total, no I would never have thought I’d choose to surrender I would never have known That love is a fall that goes * On and on and on, never leaving here till you’re gone Leaving everything of me behind Take a little more, go ahead you can melt it all And nothing but your light survives * There’s nothing else to do But let you have me I can’t run away from you It’s already ridiculed everything I knew I’m starting to feel love is Hollowing me through So much bigger than me, it goes * On and on and on, never leaving here till you’re gone Leaving everything of me behind Take a little more, go ahead you can melt it all And nothing but your light survives On and on and on, never leaving here till you’re gone Leaving everything of me to die Taking all I got, taking all I am, till it’s gone There’s nowhere left to hide * I’ve been holding on I’ve been holding on I’ve been holding on until I cannot stop the fall * Into the heart of it all, there’s nowhere left to hide Into the darkness I fall, and leave myself behind Love doesn’t wait till it’s safe, to blow it all away Leaving itself in your place, and nothing else remains * On and on and on, never leaving here till you’re gone Leaving everything of me behind Take a little more, go ahead you can melt it all And nothing but your light survives I had it all together before love, yeah, I, had it all down and wise I was but, The deeper it goes, the deeper it hurts, the deeper it shows – it shows * And I’ve been holding on
12.
I’ve tried to fill the hole in my heart But each time wound up at the start * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all That is all Nothing’s wrong * And I have had so many names, I watch them fade away ‘Cause I have searched so many worlds, afraid I was too late And I have told so many lies, but mostly tried to fool my own eyes And still everything I cried out for, well I was knocking on an open door * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all That is all Nothing’s wrong * And all this sound is singing out and echoing in everything And even though I’ve run forever still I find it waiting for me And all this sound is raining down and I cannot say what it is for But I’ve been knocking on an open door That is all * Freedom’s like love on Halloween Dressed for a horror scene Waiting in the deepest dark, to tear apart Everything we know * And oh, what’s whole, is whole, that’s all And oh, what’s whole, is still whole, that is all That is all Nothing’s wrong That is all That is all

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released October 22, 2012

All songs written by Simon Spire. All tracks produced by Rich Mercurio and Lee Nadel (except for Uncomfortable, produced by Mike Beck). All tracks mixed by Brian Malouf. Recorded at Pod Studio and Threshold Studios, New York, NY. Mixed at Cookie Jar Recording, Studio City, CA. Mastered by Louie Teran at Marcussen Mastering, Hollywood, CA. Photo: Corey Hayes.

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Simon Spire Durham, North Carolina

Simon Spire’s songs traverse the ground between layered alt-pop and singer-songwriter introspection, investigating individual and collective transformation. A three-time award-winner in the USA Songwriting Competition, Spire has been featured on MTV, NPR, NBC, AOL, Voice of America, and radio stations throughout the U.S., while also featuring in the Top 20 airplay charts in New Zealand. ... more

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